I don't believe in "Romantic Love"

Today,my friend from skool asked if I love my life. I replied that I do. To clarify when I say that I don't believe in love I mean, I dont believe in Romantic, fairytale love, well as far as with me. Since I became a teenager, I always imagined and dreamed about a sweet, kind guy who would think the world of me. Who would stay on the fone wit me till the sun rose, walk me to class (or atleast come wit me to skool), gave thoughtful gifts such as cracker jack rings, or a picture of drawn flowers, sweet corny voicemails, fun dates, picnics, and all this other mushy stuff. I never wanted the new jordans or gucci panties or ne thing of the sort. Thats not meaningful to me because thats not me.

Material things don't mean anything cuz its you that I want--A. Keys...Doesn't Mean Anything

I jus wanted someone who gives there all. Everytime I thought I had that, I had a rude awaken. All of the things I listed is what I consider to be a fairytale. Playin video games, laughing, talking, joking, listening to music. I had that aspect I can say...I miss it... But all things come to end and with me it seems to be inevitable. I swear there is this recurring pattern that jus has to happen. Like love is saying we dont want you Samantha =(..I really thought I was gonna make it this time but of course..no..I made this analogy that i feel is so tru...It's like people keep telling me the sky is green and everytime I look up its blue... What I mean is that people keep telling me its gonna be ok, not erryone is like this, your gonna find someone better, I open my heart to get the same disappointment..I get the sammmmmeee exact situation..same problem same blue sky, I dont see this green skye..this beautiful rare stunning sight...

SideBar--- Alicia Keys is kinda banging...Got it 2 days ago, I'm banging to it now..U should get it!