Fame/ Decisions

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Missed me?
I missed u lol...Soo0o much has happened in the past 2days. I'm famous!!! After my breakdown at open mic, people rememberd me. Thank God, not for the tears. Well sorta..A few people approached me sayin, "Hi Love girl". People i didnt even kno and who remembered me. I made an impact on more then one person. Its an amazing feeling. Its better then being called virgin girl, from last year, lol. Either one I was happy with. The guy who sung that song I like, put it on my ipod. I was dum hype (Imma corn ball). I listened to it a good number times. That song is poppin'..."My computer caught a virus!!" lol. I hope he makes it big wit his music....Well my celebrity helped me out my funk, my bi polar funk..Sam is a celeb!! OW OW!



Omg yesterday I talked to Enasha. Thats my Brooklyn big sis!! She keeps it so real!! Me n her was talking bout this "situation" She is just as lost and confused as to why this is happenin (Won't state problem on her, sorry) But she gave me some advice. As much as I'm lost and tryna figure stuff out,

don't listen to others. Even tho they may be looking out for u, they are not in the situation, you are.

You have your best interest and you have to learn to do things on your own. This is so true. I know my friends have my best interest also but at the end of the day, its only me that dealing with it. Even though if they went thru similar things, mine still has differences. Through out this whole bit, its been ish i wanted to do, but pple told me no or what I should do or how to feel. In the back of my bad I felt that I still wanted to do what i wanted, and i would feel better. But i never did. But hopefully soon I will be blessed with another oppornunity and the universe will be on my side, even tho the universe like to kick me in the face smh. But I believe in the balance n order, so I'm waiting to be back on top..as far as this...=D