Glamourized!!

So0o0o I've gotten so much better in my retouching! I can glamourize pictures now! Glamshots! Its so0o0 addicting. I'm definitely considering this as a side hustle! Here are some pics of my friends that I did.

This sis my big sis Ashley. She is already a GORRRRGEOUSSS gal and a beautiful model.

The next couple pics are of my friend Lauren. I was going thru her pics and i found some really pretty ones and just went crazy...






Here is my cuzz from Barbados. She's oh-so pretty, prettier then Rihanna, lmao0o0...U kno i love u Rihanna!!

I'm hot fiyah!! lol

I'm really working on my photoshoppin. This was a project to make me look like I'm made out of fire. It came out pretty good but I could get much better. I use a tutorial from youtube and some prior knowledge from skool. I'ma keep tryna and hopefully get better.

I absolutely love this...

"Let me love you" has always been one of my favorite songs. I found this video posted on his twitter page and I absolutely adore it.

I don't believe in "Romantic Love"

Today,my friend from skool asked if I love my life. I replied that I do. To clarify when I say that I don't believe in love I mean, I dont believe in Romantic, fairytale love, well as far as with me. Since I became a teenager, I always imagined and dreamed about a sweet, kind guy who would think the world of me. Who would stay on the fone wit me till the sun rose, walk me to class (or atleast come wit me to skool), gave thoughtful gifts such as cracker jack rings, or a picture of drawn flowers, sweet corny voicemails, fun dates, picnics, and all this other mushy stuff. I never wanted the new jordans or gucci panties or ne thing of the sort. Thats not meaningful to me because thats not me.

Material things don't mean anything cuz its you that I want--A. Keys...Doesn't Mean Anything

I jus wanted someone who gives there all. Everytime I thought I had that, I had a rude awaken. All of the things I listed is what I consider to be a fairytale. Playin video games, laughing, talking, joking, listening to music. I had that aspect I can say...I miss it... But all things come to end and with me it seems to be inevitable. I swear there is this recurring pattern that jus has to happen. Like love is saying we dont want you Samantha =(..I really thought I was gonna make it this time but of course..no..I made this analogy that i feel is so tru...It's like people keep telling me the sky is green and everytime I look up its blue... What I mean is that people keep telling me its gonna be ok, not erryone is like this, your gonna find someone better, I open my heart to get the same disappointment..I get the sammmmmeee exact situation..same problem same blue sky, I dont see this green skye..this beautiful rare stunning sight...

SideBar--- Alicia Keys is kinda banging...Got it 2 days ago, I'm banging to it now..U should get it!

It's over...for now

I can't do it ne more...
If its meant to be, it will be right..

I THOUGHT I loved you, But I don't think that I can love you ne more...

Nicki Minaj!!!...She gotta say her part!

Yup the barbie Yup pusher her ferrari
You was wildin' like safari
Sayin' you sa sa sa sa sorry
But im not listen na not na listen na not listenin in
Cuz i ba ba ball got gentlemen whistlein
I got the refery makin' all kind of calls
Cuz they be sweatin me like nba player balls
Now you cryn,nose all stuffy
Told you, you was lucky now im the bride of
chucky chucky chucky chucky
nicki!"

BEDROCKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!

Young Money - BedRock Official Video - Watch more Videos at Vodpod.

RnB Mixtape Album Art

Me next!

Delaney..how she look like a pretty zombie lol

More Photoshop..My Girl Rihanna..

Jus messing around...
I'll be next..and some friends lol

This is ODEeeEeEeEee!!!!

mhmm-mm-mm smh...

Newest Photoshop Project..."Ventalation"

My latest project...Way of venting some anger...::breathing::

Fame/ Decisions

Blog!!!! lmao...
Missed me?
I missed u lol...Soo0o much has happened in the past 2days. I'm famous!!! After my breakdown at open mic, people rememberd me. Thank God, not for the tears. Well sorta..A few people approached me sayin, "Hi Love girl". People i didnt even kno and who remembered me. I made an impact on more then one person. Its an amazing feeling. Its better then being called virgin girl, from last year, lol. Either one I was happy with. The guy who sung that song I like, put it on my ipod. I was dum hype (Imma corn ball). I listened to it a good number times. That song is poppin'..."My computer caught a virus!!" lol. I hope he makes it big wit his music....Well my celebrity helped me out my funk, my bi polar funk..Sam is a celeb!! OW OW!



Omg yesterday I talked to Enasha. Thats my Brooklyn big sis!! She keeps it so real!! Me n her was talking bout this "situation" She is just as lost and confused as to why this is happenin (Won't state problem on her, sorry) But she gave me some advice. As much as I'm lost and tryna figure stuff out,

don't listen to others. Even tho they may be looking out for u, they are not in the situation, you are.

You have your best interest and you have to learn to do things on your own. This is so true. I know my friends have my best interest also but at the end of the day, its only me that dealing with it. Even though if they went thru similar things, mine still has differences. Through out this whole bit, its been ish i wanted to do, but pple told me no or what I should do or how to feel. In the back of my bad I felt that I still wanted to do what i wanted, and i would feel better. But i never did. But hopefully soon I will be blessed with another oppornunity and the universe will be on my side, even tho the universe like to kick me in the face smh. But I believe in the balance n order, so I'm waiting to be back on top..as far as this...=D

A Peaceful Dae...=D

(Just somethings about skool, ur free to stroll down to the more interesting lol)

I woke up this morning, not worried much about my recurrin problem, but stress about myy 2 classes that I have, Bio and Photo. However neither was bad. Biology was actually fun (I know, bio...fun..ha!). Realized, again, how smart I am. Photo design wasnt bad either. Thought she was gonna be on bi-polar- mess, I mean she still was, but the work wasnt that bad. 2 MORE WEEKS!!!!! Just keep telling myself that lol.

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Today, was the last open mic night. I performed my Poem Medley Love/Never Hear I Love You. I wrote it a minnnnnnute ago. I performed it last year at the Pace Poetry Slam. It had made someone cry and that really made me think like yo, my poetry can really hit pple. So anywhooo, I performed tonight and I was the one who cried..smh...Before that though, as i was watching the other perforemrs, I felt so at peace and calm. I love hearing other people sing, rap, spit, whatever. To feel the bass in a beat or to relate to someone else words is an unbelievable feeling (That's what music does for us). This one guy spoke on how his friend is dying and for us to keep our hearts open for her and his friend was hip hop. It was real deep. All these dumb ass songz we bopping our heads and not even realizing what they are really saying. This other rapper/singer did two hype ass songz. Erryone was really feeling them. The 2nd song was the bizness!! It was called "Computer Virus." The hottest part, well the only part i remembered, lol, was when he compared computers to girls...

"If you got a Sony, Never leave her lonely, If you got a MAC Book, she's a good look, Had a PC, She the one who played me, had me a Acer, she only wanted the paper"...that was poppin lol...

I performed. My homie, Amanda, recorded it. I started off saying how I don't believe in love. Erryone was like awww...=P...So I started off and 2 sentences in my voice cracks up and I beginning to cry...i didnt think i was, but i kinda felt that i was...Erryone clapped for me and I continued on. I was so happy knowing that people knew who i was and enjoyed my poetry. After i got thru the poem erryone gave me a big ass hug. I felt like..idk..like so happy.

I felt like i was on different planet, THE RIGHT ONE ;-)

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Back to this...2nd attempt..lol

So, yea tryna do this blog thing. I'm tryna spice it up but this is kinda hard to navigate...but I;ll get it...trust me lol... I kinda miss my myspace so this is the next best thing without going back. No one is there ne more, erryone is on facebook and twitter, which I like but I still miss the graphics and music and ish lol...
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But ne whooo, I definitely tryna get on board with this blogging thing cuz my mind is running low on processing memory lol. I think about so much profound stuff but never, well not never but hardly write it down. I recently bought a journal so I can write everything down, sorta like a stress reliever. Its kinda helping but I forget to write in it lol. I'll try to write some things on here but not a lot... Privacy is already a thing of the past because of twitter, facebook, myspace and this but its still addictin sooooo lol.. But nah u wont get the whole thing but somethings...=P.. Jus some thoughts, songs based on my mood, funny things...

So0o0o I'm diggin this song a lot right here...Only song to that I like by Robin Thicke by far lol...