Venting...

Seriously, I have been stuck with these thoughts in my head for the last couple months and its getting overwhelming. I seriously don't know what to do with them. I figure if these thoughts are recurring then I need to act on them. My only fear is what would happen after the fact. However I am very fond of this quote, "Replace the fear of the unknown with curiosity." I am young and I should explore all that life throws at me and life keeps throwing this same ball at me. My only thing is that I don't want to misread this for something else. I don't know. You only live once, and this is the time to live right? I just don't wanna live stupidly.